Life Update #1– Tings are looking up

Whew! Finally. The job I was waiting for abroad finnally issued my documents so, I’m blowin this popsicle stand! I have healed a bunch from my heartbreak. Still stings and I think of him a lot but I have been doing better. I don’t check in on him (social media wise) as much as IContinue reading “Life Update #1– Tings are looking up”

Work #1– Playin Games

Is your job playin games with you? Are they trying to gaslight you by saying you should be grateful for being there while doing the bare minimum/ making you do the most? This post is for ya. I currently have a job that I literally don’t care about. I appreciate people who have this job.Continue reading “Work #1– Playin Games”

Romance #4– Nail in ze Coffin

Welp. I did it. I may have pushed my guy away. BUT WAIT LISTEN TO THIS! We were talking and I asked about his values. He didn’t want to go into detail and I asked why. Basically, he said that he could be personal and shallow with lots of people and he didn’t want toContinue reading “Romance #4– Nail in ze Coffin”

Relationships #1– 쓰레기 (Garbage)

Whaaaaaa why. Why do I let so much garbage into my life? I think I’m gullible when it comes to romance. Or I just like giving people chances. Is it bad to give people chances? Obvi if they have a bunch of red flags before I consider giving them a chance, I won’t give themContinue reading “Relationships #1– 쓰레기 (Garbage)”

Romance #3– Realizations

Oh that fool. Oh me. I’ve decided to let go of my romantic feelings for him. After listening to Thee Madamoiselle on YouTube (check her out), it hit me. Though I knew deep down I shouldn’t be actin the way I was, I still did. But hearing it from someone else helped snap me outContinue reading “Romance #3– Realizations”

Romance #2– I Can’t Help but Fall

That guy? The one with a girlfriend? Yeah, they broke up. So…my feelings for him have exploded. Frickin great, right? We have literally been talking every day all throughout the day. If I don’t message him, he messages me first. If we don’t message for a day, I go kinda nuts. Well not nuts butContinue reading “Romance #2– I Can’t Help but Fall”

Romance #1–I’m not a Homewrecker

哇赛… There is this guy I met through an app almost two years ago. We never met in person. Only talked. I guess we flirted or whatever. Then, I went to China and we kinda stopped talking. It’d been almost 1.5 years since we last connected. I noticed he would watch things I posted onContinue reading “Romance #1–I’m not a Homewrecker”

Random Saenggak #4– Blood Runs Cold

Have you ever had something happen that just made your blood run…cold? Or that made your body just be…overcome with spiritlessness? Well, I thought I lost my passport. I tore my house apart looking for it. I checked my last travel bag thoroughly. Or so I thought I did. Turns out it was in theContinue reading “Random Saenggak #4– Blood Runs Cold”

Random Saenggak #3– Hurting

Lately, I’ve been hurting a lot. I haven’t found a job, I am back living at home, and my family is stressing me out. Actually, I did find a job. In Japan. That is another reason I’m hurting. With the current state of the USA, ain’t no one tryna accept US citizens past they borders!Continue reading “Random Saenggak #3– Hurting”

Random Saenggak #2– Useless

I feel useless. Lately, I feel like I am useless and good-for-nothing. When searching for jobs, being at home, talking to people, I feel so…useless. Not because I compare myself to anyone else. Just, based off my life. I went to college, got my BA. That seems to be useless nowadays. It seems like jobsContinue reading “Random Saenggak #2– Useless”